

n the continuum of all sizes of all things, an ant is only slightly smaller than a giraffe. We look at things underneath a microscope and see the components that are a hundred times smaller than anything we can see with our naked eyes. The smallest things in the world we cannot see, merely because we do not have a good enough microscope. We look at the night sky, and we see only the vast space that is visible to us from our world. Thinking of the vastness of God, we see that our vision is so limited in scope that we are merely looking through a hole at the palm of the universe. Its true shape, its exquisite vastness, escapes us because we are the ants crawling—not on a giraffe, but across a mountain range.
I am convinced that the secrets to the understanding that we seek lie in the difference between the very vast and the very small, and that in turn we are unable to see either because of the limitations of our human form.
I have done several experiments with my gifted daughter, utilizing both her trance-states and hypnosis. In these states, I encourage her to make herself small, smaller than an ant, smaller than an atom. In her minute state, I ask her to communicate with the beings that she finds there and to bring back knowledge. Alternately, I ask her to make herself large, to become bigger than the Earth and the sun, to become the size of the universe, to speak to the beings that she finds in this realm, and to bring back knowledge.
As expected, the fascinating revelations are very difficult to interpret. I show you as an example a transcript of one of her visions, under the influence of being spiritually reduced in size to her smallest possible point:
“I am on the edge of the void. The void is Not Being. Not Being is a lack of existence, and yet we exist in it. I am speaking to those in the Not Being. Within the Not Being, there are no boundaries, but one must cross the boundary to enter it. The Not Being sways with purposeful randomness. It is traveling. They are traveling. They do not go toward, nor away, nor around. They have no up or down or there or here, for they are all at once. They are not in their own minds, but occasionally they are in the minds of others. When they are not within others, they are nowhere. They have lost their selves, and they seek desperately to find them. Yet they do not know what they have lost, and they do not know that they seek to find their selves. The Not Being is vast, it is everywhere, it is everything. The Not Being does not exist. It is here and gone. They are all around me! They are nowhere! They can cast off the imperfect cloak of human communication and peer into the mind of another, all others, they know that everything is real because they are directly in the path of life. They break through this body that imprisons me. They meld with the mind. They are not alone. They are not. They are not. They are not.”
For ten minutes, Charlotte would repeat only “they are not, they are not.” This, then, is a key concept. It is in the interpretation of this that we will find the keys to natural and physical understanding.
The world is fragile, and everything that we think we know is false. We are terribly mistaken, although the truth peeks out at us in odd sentences and brief inspirations. One day we will look back on this tragedy and see what fools we have been! What is the answer? What is the secret that lies waiting behind this curtain we call reality?